BoriNg DaySSsss!!!

hai..so boring at here n reli reli dunno wat to do oh..wat can i do leh..suddenly i remember bout tat i reli reli have a long long time din try to log in my blogger..

feel like so boring Ooo..can any1 tell me wat to do..em..actually i would like to go back to my hometown although there is no free week..but i scare tat my dad will going to kill me if i go back like tis..he sure will say rm 25o can do a lot of stuff leh..jz come back for few days..better no lah..e..

so cant do anything rite..

actually i jz come back to miri for few weeks only..i start my class at march..so i jzcome back to miri here for 3 weeks only lo..
hai hai..u knw tat i reli reli feel very fed up when i had come back to miri here..y??
the 1st day i come back to miri is on sunday...tat day my fren ask me to go to have lunch at the cafeteria next day..so i say ok..so next day..i go to find her at the lab there since she was waiting me at there..
u knw wat had happen at there...something happen lo..lolz..haha..tat ppl reli reli feel weird leh..she doing sth but after she doing tat she still go to tell other ppl tat actually she don wan to let me knw bout tat...still go to other ppl there n complaint tat y u guys wan to let her knw oh..i don wan to let her knw de..so geram oh..such a stupid ppl oso got..how come got a fren like tis de..reli reli blind..

y oh?? ^^!! tat fine...but tat day is jz the 1st day i go to cafeteria after i go back to miri...the next week..i go for 2nd time..u knw wat she say again..she say tis ppl ah..sure will come to canteen every monday 1...jz go to canteen for the 2nd time only..also wan to say tis n tat..!!

the 1st week i at miri here oledi been hurt..hurt by frenz...she even say we r best fren..but now..become "shit'' shit fren..no best fren..ka na sai...think bout then will jz let me cry only..come back to miri here wit a good mood..who knw..they had make me cry..u knw wat tat girl say..she herself make me angry..still wanna to go ask other ppl tat izzit i angry..OMG!! wat kind of person!!!!!!!!!!

the things i can do now is jz try to ignore them..now i cant reli tell other ppl bout my stuff..n my god bro oledi going back to his own hometown..T.T..dear bro..y u wan to left me oh??u knw tat i reli reli need u..if tat time when u back i got bring my passport..i sure will follow u go back de..leave miri for a moment...but..din bring..so sad!!

nvm lo..i need to be more independent..now onwards i jz can depend on my self..y??coz even the fren tat i knw when i 1st come to miri had also betrayed me..she think tat i dunno wat she had done..but i knw everything wat u have done at my back..saying sth bout me in front of a lecturer oh..n make me fail..i will remember tis de...jz assume tis is a lesson for me..cost me rm 7000..tis is no a small amount..i will ask it back from u next time..jz remember tat u had owe me for rm 7000..haven include the interested yet oh...u tis ka na sai ppl remember to give back teh thing tat u owe me...don 4get..

y my life like tis oh..feel tired in my relationship..n thinking of tat wanna to give up...but how come at the same time..love stuff n frenship make me feel so tough..
dear..i reli reli reli dunno wat can i do for u..coz u seems like no$%^&..
when i tell u sth..u tell me tat u dunno wat to do..but then when i din do anything..u start asking me to do tis n tat..wat u wan me to do actually...
i reli reli reli feel very tired.. u knw tat tat day when u msg me i reli reli feel very happy...n got one times u even knw wat i wan to do..although we r at the different place...tat time i reli dunno izzit i think a lot of wat..when i think bout tat i wan to dance..ngam ngam at tat second u call me n ask me whether i wan to go to dance or nt..n i feel so sorry tat i din go to dance wit u..coz i reli reli cannot go back so late..sorry dear..

dear..i wish to go back to secondary school..coz at tat moment are the sweetest memory for me..mayb tat time i reli dunno wat u thinking bout..but when now when i remind it back..u reli do a lot of for me..i reli appreciated it..mayb tat time i dunno how to tell u bout my feeling..but i can tell u tat thaks for giving me a sweet n unforgetable memory..i reli would like to continue tat memory..now saw u on9..but don dare to ask u to go to see my blog..hai..dear..i reli need u..bcoz of u..i have give up alot of stuff..n willing to help u when u facing difficulties..jz like tat day..although i feel so sleepy..still waiting u offline then i jz can go to sleep..coz i knw tat u need my help..
dear..i reli dunno wat ur mind thinking bout..i wan to knw wat u think..but u feel like don wan to let me knw bout tat..n u treat me very different..y?? u knw tat tis moment u treat me tis way..but after few second u treat me a different way..u knw tat i reli i cant get use of it...

DeaR..can u tell me wat to do??

secondary school...hai..reli reli got a lot of things happen when i was in secondary school...but the most unforgetable stuff is my ''dear'' n oso my k bro...
beside tat oso got a damn shit ppl try to make me angry..try to spoil the frenship between me n him..jz can tell u tat thanks for giving me such a good lesson to remember u..

the things tat i feel glad now is the frens tat i have knw them for 10+ years n also 7 years sre still wit me.they never try to give up n spoil tis frenship...i reli reli feel very happy bout tat...
i can tell u guys tat i love u all..haha
izzit wanna to vomit..:P

ok lah..write till here...continue next time..
ignore the ppl who betrayed u..jz continue ur own life..ur future will become more better..

regard,
Emy..
30/03/06