Hai hAi..

a boring day again...today i have plan tat i wanna to go back to sibu next week oh..but i don wan to use the flight..coz it reli too expensive..2 way cost me rm 280++ oh..but if is student ticket is more cheaper lo..haha
i plan to use bus to go back..but it will take almost 8 hours oh..tat was so so so tired..
tis afternoon i have ask my best fren to sponser me one way bus ticket oh..but he promise me at when he work..he sure wil sponser me the ticket..but for the moment no...coz he was also a student..cant afford to help me to pay for the ticket..izzit i reli bad..
haha..
but during midnite..i ask my dear to sponser me the bus ticket thru msn oh..but he tell me tat he don have money oh..he say he wan to use his money to baibai for next week..
then i say tat is fine lo.. n i tell him tat i will go back during my bday oh..n i tell him tat i will oso shun bian ask him for my present..haha...forcing ppl to give me present oh..ha ha..bad leh me.. :P
then i tell him like tat..he don wan to reply me anymore..make me so so so sad.. feel like wan to call him..but oledi too late..midnite oledi..still wanna to call ppl..hai hai.. :(
i worry bout tat dunno izzit he think tat today is an april fool n make him feel like i try to ''kacau'' him oh..but i think at 1st we start chatting is still at 11 sth pm oh.. so dear..i no kidding oh... i serious..

hai hai...the time reli pass so fast...oledi 2 years...the dead person had fool me for 2 years..but actually tat is no fool..is been hurt by ppl for 2 years..tat stupid guys ah knw how to kacau me oh..!! i will remember tat wat u do on me tat day...although u say tat u have explain anything to me..but u din not..even ur fren say tat u din do tat..so don try to run away from the responsibility..i will take back watever tat is belong to me..n u tis stupid guy ah..don 4get wat u have promise me.. but since u have did something good..haha..jz c wat wil happen..

time pass so fast...make me reli reli feel like wanna to go back to 2 years ago..although tat stupid guy had do tat to me..but i still feel very glad tat i have a group of best frenz owez accompany me..especially my dear..n my k bro...n oso those girls' frenz n boys' frenz..i so happy tat i have a lot of frenz like u guys..

dear dear..everytime when i think bout u..i will b very blur coz i reli dunno wat to do liao..can i jz give up..coz i reli reli feel very tired..i have done wat i can do liao...but u still seems don take it seriously..u jz knw how to tell me tat u dunno wat to do..n dunno wat u need to do..

u knw tat i telling u the truth..but u#$%^&...
hai..mayb tat is the ''wonderful'' life for me lo..need me to have so un4getable memory..n make me feel so tired nia..

PS: but i feel very glad tat to have such a great fren like u...thanks dear, thanks wat u had giving me...a sweet memory..
n thanks to those who help me a lot..
n dear bro...don owex 4get bout me..everytime when u say tat u wanna to look for me..but at the last u sure will 4get where is my dearest sis been gone..izzit she gone..eiu...so angry lah when everytime u like tat..
bro ah..everytime on the way to a certain place..u will jz ask other ppl tat where is ''Emy'' oh..how come everytime u 4get bout ur sis me de ha??geram sangat!!!

regard,
Emy
1/4/2006
2:15am

BoriNg DaySSsss!!!

hai..so boring at here n reli reli dunno wat to do oh..wat can i do leh..suddenly i remember bout tat i reli reli have a long long time din try to log in my blogger..

feel like so boring Ooo..can any1 tell me wat to do..em..actually i would like to go back to my hometown although there is no free week..but i scare tat my dad will going to kill me if i go back like tis..he sure will say rm 25o can do a lot of stuff leh..jz come back for few days..better no lah..e..

so cant do anything rite..

actually i jz come back to miri for few weeks only..i start my class at march..so i jzcome back to miri here for 3 weeks only lo..
hai hai..u knw tat i reli reli feel very fed up when i had come back to miri here..y??
the 1st day i come back to miri is on sunday...tat day my fren ask me to go to have lunch at the cafeteria next day..so i say ok..so next day..i go to find her at the lab there since she was waiting me at there..
u knw wat had happen at there...something happen lo..lolz..haha..tat ppl reli reli feel weird leh..she doing sth but after she doing tat she still go to tell other ppl tat actually she don wan to let me knw bout tat...still go to other ppl there n complaint tat y u guys wan to let her knw oh..i don wan to let her knw de..so geram oh..such a stupid ppl oso got..how come got a fren like tis de..reli reli blind..

y oh?? ^^!! tat fine...but tat day is jz the 1st day i go to cafeteria after i go back to miri...the next week..i go for 2nd time..u knw wat she say again..she say tis ppl ah..sure will come to canteen every monday 1...jz go to canteen for the 2nd time only..also wan to say tis n tat..!!

the 1st week i at miri here oledi been hurt..hurt by frenz...she even say we r best fren..but now..become "shit'' shit fren..no best fren..ka na sai...think bout then will jz let me cry only..come back to miri here wit a good mood..who knw..they had make me cry..u knw wat tat girl say..she herself make me angry..still wanna to go ask other ppl tat izzit i angry..OMG!! wat kind of person!!!!!!!!!!

the things i can do now is jz try to ignore them..now i cant reli tell other ppl bout my stuff..n my god bro oledi going back to his own hometown..T.T..dear bro..y u wan to left me oh??u knw tat i reli reli need u..if tat time when u back i got bring my passport..i sure will follow u go back de..leave miri for a moment...but..din bring..so sad!!

nvm lo..i need to be more independent..now onwards i jz can depend on my self..y??coz even the fren tat i knw when i 1st come to miri had also betrayed me..she think tat i dunno wat she had done..but i knw everything wat u have done at my back..saying sth bout me in front of a lecturer oh..n make me fail..i will remember tis de...jz assume tis is a lesson for me..cost me rm 7000..tis is no a small amount..i will ask it back from u next time..jz remember tat u had owe me for rm 7000..haven include the interested yet oh...u tis ka na sai ppl remember to give back teh thing tat u owe me...don 4get..

y my life like tis oh..feel tired in my relationship..n thinking of tat wanna to give up...but how come at the same time..love stuff n frenship make me feel so tough..
dear..i reli reli reli dunno wat can i do for u..coz u seems like no$%^&..
when i tell u sth..u tell me tat u dunno wat to do..but then when i din do anything..u start asking me to do tis n tat..wat u wan me to do actually...
i reli reli reli feel very tired.. u knw tat tat day when u msg me i reli reli feel very happy...n got one times u even knw wat i wan to do..although we r at the different place...tat time i reli dunno izzit i think a lot of wat..when i think bout tat i wan to dance..ngam ngam at tat second u call me n ask me whether i wan to go to dance or nt..n i feel so sorry tat i din go to dance wit u..coz i reli reli cannot go back so late..sorry dear..

dear..i wish to go back to secondary school..coz at tat moment are the sweetest memory for me..mayb tat time i reli dunno wat u thinking bout..but when now when i remind it back..u reli do a lot of for me..i reli appreciated it..mayb tat time i dunno how to tell u bout my feeling..but i can tell u tat thaks for giving me a sweet n unforgetable memory..i reli would like to continue tat memory..now saw u on9..but don dare to ask u to go to see my blog..hai..dear..i reli need u..bcoz of u..i have give up alot of stuff..n willing to help u when u facing difficulties..jz like tat day..although i feel so sleepy..still waiting u offline then i jz can go to sleep..coz i knw tat u need my help..
dear..i reli dunno wat ur mind thinking bout..i wan to knw wat u think..but u feel like don wan to let me knw bout tat..n u treat me very different..y?? u knw tat tis moment u treat me tis way..but after few second u treat me a different way..u knw tat i reli i cant get use of it...

DeaR..can u tell me wat to do??

secondary school...hai..reli reli got a lot of things happen when i was in secondary school...but the most unforgetable stuff is my ''dear'' n oso my k bro...
beside tat oso got a damn shit ppl try to make me angry..try to spoil the frenship between me n him..jz can tell u tat thanks for giving me such a good lesson to remember u..

the things tat i feel glad now is the frens tat i have knw them for 10+ years n also 7 years sre still wit me.they never try to give up n spoil tis frenship...i reli reli feel very happy bout tat...
i can tell u guys tat i love u all..haha
izzit wanna to vomit..:P

ok lah..write till here...continue next time..
ignore the ppl who betrayed u..jz continue ur own life..ur future will become more better..

regard,
Emy..
30/03/06