Hai hAi..

a boring day again...today i have plan tat i wanna to go back to sibu next week oh..but i don wan to use the flight..coz it reli too expensive..2 way cost me rm 280++ oh..but if is student ticket is more cheaper lo..haha
i plan to use bus to go back..but it will take almost 8 hours oh..tat was so so so tired..
tis afternoon i have ask my best fren to sponser me one way bus ticket oh..but he promise me at when he work..he sure wil sponser me the ticket..but for the moment no...coz he was also a student..cant afford to help me to pay for the ticket..izzit i reli bad..
haha..
but during midnite..i ask my dear to sponser me the bus ticket thru msn oh..but he tell me tat he don have money oh..he say he wan to use his money to baibai for next week..
then i say tat is fine lo.. n i tell him tat i will go back during my bday oh..n i tell him tat i will oso shun bian ask him for my present..haha...forcing ppl to give me present oh..ha ha..bad leh me.. :P
then i tell him like tat..he don wan to reply me anymore..make me so so so sad.. feel like wan to call him..but oledi too late..midnite oledi..still wanna to call ppl..hai hai.. :(
i worry bout tat dunno izzit he think tat today is an april fool n make him feel like i try to ''kacau'' him oh..but i think at 1st we start chatting is still at 11 sth pm oh.. so dear..i no kidding oh... i serious..

hai hai...the time reli pass so fast...oledi 2 years...the dead person had fool me for 2 years..but actually tat is no fool..is been hurt by ppl for 2 years..tat stupid guys ah knw how to kacau me oh..!! i will remember tat wat u do on me tat day...although u say tat u have explain anything to me..but u din not..even ur fren say tat u din do tat..so don try to run away from the responsibility..i will take back watever tat is belong to me..n u tis stupid guy ah..don 4get wat u have promise me.. but since u have did something good..haha..jz c wat wil happen..

time pass so fast...make me reli reli feel like wanna to go back to 2 years ago..although tat stupid guy had do tat to me..but i still feel very glad tat i have a group of best frenz owez accompany me..especially my dear..n my k bro...n oso those girls' frenz n boys' frenz..i so happy tat i have a lot of frenz like u guys..

dear dear..everytime when i think bout u..i will b very blur coz i reli dunno wat to do liao..can i jz give up..coz i reli reli feel very tired..i have done wat i can do liao...but u still seems don take it seriously..u jz knw how to tell me tat u dunno wat to do..n dunno wat u need to do..

u knw tat i telling u the truth..but u#$%^&...
hai..mayb tat is the ''wonderful'' life for me lo..need me to have so un4getable memory..n make me feel so tired nia..

PS: but i feel very glad tat to have such a great fren like u...thanks dear, thanks wat u had giving me...a sweet memory..
n thanks to those who help me a lot..
n dear bro...don owex 4get bout me..everytime when u say tat u wanna to look for me..but at the last u sure will 4get where is my dearest sis been gone..izzit she gone..eiu...so angry lah when everytime u like tat..
bro ah..everytime on the way to a certain place..u will jz ask other ppl tat where is ''Emy'' oh..how come everytime u 4get bout ur sis me de ha??geram sangat!!!

regard,
Emy
1/4/2006
2:15am